when will you decide to listen to my cry for help?

I don’t want to live anymore.

My best friend left and I’m about to lose another because truthfully I don’t have the strength to fight to keep her here
I feel like such a fuck up

I’m about two seconds away from saying goodbye to it all

Sad thing is you still won’t care

I hate myself more than anyone in this whole entire world I can no longer do this I can’t

I really need to talk to someone

I need help

I’m a fucking idiot. I hate myself so fucking much right now

I really don’t fucking care right now if I die

Giving up on it

Depressed

Ive.never felt so alone and suicidal:/

If i died right now it kinda seems like no one would care

People wouldnt even notice

anyone wanna send me a message and talk me out of suicide

please im so close to the edge its only a matter of time

does anyone wanna talk? please? im really upset right now i need a friend 

i really need someone to talk to im freaking out so much

please 

Im sorry just completely broken

I cant live theres just nothing here no will no strength no fight i cant do this anymore

the worst part about being me is how often i think about suicide

i was suppose to make a calendar and write events in each day for school and instead i made one pertaining to suicide 

i’m scared of myself